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life//death
02:39
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Bring me back to life where I saw the sun shine
Bring me back to life
I never saw my sun shine...
Left with nothing but the memories of what I've lost to my greed
Still every song I have screamed out "it's killing me"
I never found what I need
This life I have taken for granted
Held down by my own worst habits
I know I never truly faded away
I just lost my meaning...
Hope
This is my last hope
I am praying to save my soul
Oh
Lost in the shadows
Set fire to the darkness I've grown
With no more reasons
I have given up on all I was seeking
You saw my best through your eyes
I only wish we could've said good-bye
You're where I saw the sun shine...
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Patterns retraced as I'm falling in the deepest depths of my self loathing
Am I no longer the man you once had said you love?
We build our castle in the clouds but selfishly I brought it down
And I fell so far from my beliefs
I was always to blame
I let the thought of 'us' change to nothing but pain in your heart
As I watched you walk away I fell apart
So I sift through the grey trying to ease my life
Sunk down in shadows of my broken mind
That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest
It's so familiar and I tried my best
But it was impossible to beat the odds
I'm just a mortal in a world for gods
Nightmares reminding endlessly
That I have been banished in between the black and white
Where I can't see what's right anymore
Where I would rather see me die
I reached for your hand but you left me in the dirt where I belong
How did it go so wrong?
That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest
It's so familiar and I tried my best
But it was impossible to beat the odds
I'm just a mortal in a world for gods
I'm slipping deep into this nightmare but I am wide awake
Succumbed to my truest disaster
I let my heart stop beating to ease my life
Fuck!
And when you find me carrying the scars that I call home
Will I be too far gone from saving?
(Save me!)
Can I find purpose for my soul?
That sinking feeling deep inside of my chest
(Inside my chest)
It's so familiar and I tried my best
(I tried my best)
But it was impossible to beat the odds
(Beat the odds)
I'm just a mortal in a world for gods
And in this separation I confess
(I confess)
The life I'm living has become a mess
(I'm a mess)
And every love I've ever known I've lost
(Love is lost)
My selfish actions always came with a cost
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Self-Sabotage
01:17
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Show me something that I'll never be
Give me hope there's still a way to climb up the walls I build just to survive
For me to live I can never be alright
I'm breaking down
I'd tear apart my soul if it meant I could mend this damn hole
I'm breaking down
I'm losing control
My disaster
Shame how it always falls apart
Why can't we hold close all we think we love?
Never satisfied we hunger for the pain
Relate and bear the crown
I know I can't hate you for this
You only thought it best to forfeit
I know I can't hate you for this
But I'll continue to hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
Why must I always fucking hate myself?
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Suicide Note
03:31
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Save me!
It's coming back again!
This sorrow inside tells me to end my life
It's like I'm fading
I am so overwhelmed
(This is a cry for help)
Can someone please fix my broken mind?
(This is a cry for help)
Will anybody hear my calls tonight?
To all of you who loved me
I am sorry
I was not meant for this world
Been at the end so long my hearts gone cold
I can't be strong
I often wonder if you'd be better off without me alive
It kills me knowing that I'll never be able
To help you be free from all your pain and misery
I hope you know sometimes we all fall
You have the strength to feel alive again
I tore my heart out every fucking time
Getting close is what kills me
I plead; I cry to feel loved
I just need to end this fucking loneliness
I once found my light and watched it shine until the sky's wept
This fire faded
I couldn't see the path
My inner demons grew through the pain
Just like a seed drinking the rain
I tied my noose to kill the ache
To all of you who loved me
I am sorry
I was not meant for this world
Been at the end so long the noose must be where I belong
Sever the pain within your heart and never be whole again
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Reach
05:05
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This life is not enough
Sinking into desperation
I just want to feel loved
Teach me how to ease my being
I saw the path but I faltered
And I let these demons inside me
Reach for the stars just to fall to knee
And inside our minds we're our worst enemy
I saw the light
It left me blind
Another ghost forever haunting me
(I just want to feel loved)
And I still see the path I need to take
To eliminate the shadows
Free my heart from hate and find my peace
I'll hang my sorrow
Put me to rest
I feel the nightmare fading
Just as my minds decaying
I see the devil waiting
Reach for the stars just to fall to knee
And inside our minds we're our worst enemy
I saw the light
It left me blind
Another ghost forever haunting me
I hate to say but I must love the pain
And all the ways it changes me
No good can stay when my life's such a stain
Leave me behind just to forget my name
(I see the devil)
This time I am not the one to fade
My past will not corrupt the future I am making
My mind is a god-damned battlefield
But I can see the light
I know that I must break free
Can I be something much more than I've been?
If I break free will the suffering finally come to an end?
Reach for the stars just to fall to knee
And inside our minds we're our worst enemy
I saw the light
It left me blind
Another ghost forever haunting me
I hate to say but I must love the pain
And all the ways it changes me
No good can stay when my life's such a stain
Leave me behind just to forget my name
Reach for the stars just to fall to knee
This is our destiny
Reach for the stars just to fall to knee
This is our destiny
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Erase Me
05:10
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Design a new life I can't destroy with the pain ever-growing inside
It seems like I will never be missed
I think I'm giving up on fighting to exist
And all these days I waste searching to find something I know I can never replace
Every time I try to capture the sun
The clouds swallow the light
To leave my love forever undone
I know I'm not alright
I know I must die
My mind is lost in the past
Erase me
I know I'm not alright
I know that I must die
Reach for your hand
Turn away the ghost in I
And say good-bye
Say good-bye
I'm losing hope
I trust all I love
Will leave me
Just leave me
I thought that we could see the other side and gave up everything to suffer
Climbed out of the deepest hole
Just to dive back below
You swore that you would be my reason
I fell back into my old pit
The despair and darkness
I don't think I can exist
You were my hope when I was too afraid
You were my home and I thought I'd been saved
How the desperate cling to such fragile strings praying to be guided home
All I know is that my life still has meaning to find
But as I'm searching I'm losing my hope
How the desperate cling
How the desperate lose their hope
How the desperate cling to such fragile strings praying to be guided home
All I know is that my life still has meaning to find
But I'm losing my hope
All I know is that my life still has meaning to find
But I'm, I'm losing my hope
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Can't Go On
02:23
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Crawling from the dirt trying to breath again
Lost the war against the pain that consumes within
Could you hear me when I needed you the most?
When I cried out to a ghost...
Now all of my dreams are haunting me and I'm living in misery
Now while my nightmares are complete I'm trapped in misery
I don't think I can go on
No...
The constant fear that all the effort goes to waste
Maybe this life's not for me
And still I dream I can create my masterpiece
But all I see are mistakes
How can I go on when my dreams have only led me to the path to failure?
Now all of my dreams are haunting me and I'm living in misery
Now while my nightmares are complete I'm trapped in misery
How can this really be me?
No!
I don't think I can go on...
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[Instrumental]
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[Instrumental]
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Reach (Instrumental)
05:05
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[Instrumental]
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Erase Me (Instrumental)
05:08
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[Instrumental]
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[Instrumental]
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